I really love what I’m doing, and I appreciate every single thing that’s happening around me at the moment. I get discouraged a lot though, so many times. I guess I have to learn how to not compare myself with others, and keep on believing what is truly good for me. Because “believe,” is pretty much the only thing I can do right now. I don’t have any steps to “follow,” or plans to complete. I just have myself and my planner that really only helps me focus the things in front of my eyes.
I’m constantly fighting with excitement and fear. I wish somebody could tell me what I should and shouldn’t do. So many wishful thinkings. I’m getting so panicky.
Just so horrible to see this peaceful event turn into a senseless destruction in a matter of seconds. Boston is my second home, a beautiful city that makes me feel like I truly belong somewhere. Stay safe, stay strong. I love you Boston.